Thursday, January 05, 2012
School was plain ridiculous today! It was just collecting our term test paper and well yeah, that's about it! The grades were just as frustrating and as disappointing as the day has been :( Is it because I am not working hard enough? Don't really know what is happening but I am extremely worried for this term. Time to buck up? Don't really know how either. I feel so lost and helpless. Oh where is the motivation when I need it the most.
AND I AM TIRED OF BEING SICK. My cough and flu are getting to my nerves! It's bugging me so bad. Just when I am recovering, it had to worsen? It has been more than a month my dear dear body system. SERIOUSLY. Exhaustion is just a little of what I feel. Maybe that's why I ain't working to my fullest. GAAAAH. I could cry. Tired of smiling. Tired of appearing what I'm not feeling. I wish you were my support in my times of need. But it seems like I have to be there for you, trying to be strong for you instead. I think I am going insane. One of these days, I might just burst.
I have lost all faith and hope for this term. I will just leave it all unto You. Everything is done for a purpose, I'm believing this is just one of them.
♥,x.
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