Sunday, September 11, 2011
All I could think about was you.
I am not mad at God for how or why it should be you who went away from this Earth. True, you were too young, you have yet to experience a whole lot more, you have yet to even grow up and do all the things you always wanted to.
I am upset that I was not able to say goodbye to my friend. To say how sorry I am, that I was not able to be there, or keep in touch since the last we met. I thank you for being a part of my life and I am sorry I was not for yours.
All I know is that, I still feel numb. I keep trying to believe but the news seem as fresh and new, like it was only yesterday when I found out. I can't believe you are gone. I wish we have met again, just once. I hear how people have met you a month or a few weeks ago and I wish I did too. I do truly.
Wherever you may be, I hope you find peace and happiness <3