So today was one of those days when i get to stay at home, and i was just filled with drawings and Christmas tree decor.
But other than that, i had time to think as well. 2010, it went by just like that. Poof! Soon 2011 will be here! And i am not prepared for the whole new year I remember just near new year 2010, when we all thought how 2009 was so crapy and horrible. And how 2010 is going to be different. Going to be so much better. Honestly, that was just fantasy thinking, cause that so did not happen this year. Things might have actually gone the other way around, or perhaps worse.
I miss the days when everyone has the same holidays as each other, and meeting up was really as simple as 123. I miss the days when we were all tight as one little button. I miss texting days and calling days. I miss telling things to one another. I miss, actually, everything in the past.
So maybe i ain't excited for the new year at all. Maybe i worry that its gonna get worse than it already is.
But whatever it is, a smile, will always be a smile [:
It will be nice to be found again. To know that maybe, things might not be that drifted after all.