Sunday, August 03, 2008
Im sick. argh not the best time of the year to be falling sick
went to church this morning
it felt kinda erm, weird
maybe its because i wasnt ushering
my throat was really hurting badly
and therfore,i was stuck with porridge for lunch
i even burnt my tongueD:
forgot the fact that it was still boiling hot
haha and i wasnt allowed to leave until i had finished most of my food
clarice was even feeding me omisgosh
haha this little "incident" reminded me of last week
when i ate rice with eggs
and clarice didnt let me leave until i have finished all my eggs
when she wasnt looking, i hid the eggs under my rice
and she neverfound out:D
after lunch, we studied in church! wow
havent done that for a very long time
nothing really went into my brain anyways
and today, somehow, i felt like i was being ignorant to my surroundings
apprantly, i was told that i was too quiet/moody
wasnt really sure what was going on
but surprisingly, i managed to keep a smile on face
mm, it was a day filled with many emotions
did something that i never thought i would have ever done
maybe, just maybe it was meant for the better
and just maybe it was time for me to "retire"
and if i had not been too lazy in another incident,
i wouldnt be feeling so regretful right now
im sorry.