Monday, June 16, 2008
it was said to honour you, so be it. i dont have to love you.
everything you do only makes my heart go colder.
it just makes me feel like giving up.
all i ever wanted was your encouragement.
but all i got instead was disappointments.
its hard but im surviving. its doesnt really matter anymore.
im not living for you. not now. not ever.
and i just realised my biggest mistake. sigh.