Sunday, June 03, 2007
today was a very very painful day
had ushering and i guess it was the worst day to usher
i had a very very bad headache
it hurt like mad..on the verge of breaking down
but obviously i tried my best not to show it
tried to smile...but if it wasnt enough...im sorry
kinda lasted for many hours
and the night before i slept at 2am doing the bulletins
(well i actually went to help out in church then went to center point)
i seriously hate myself today
i made so many mistakes!
i was so pissed at myself
and thank you for the prayer:)